Sparkle kittie on the prowl

Working a bulk upload, but three of my favorites!

2009-05-20T20:36:49Z

I will post a link to all of them once they all upload.

I think I got an amazing shot of Spitty & 4X4 after the toast!

*EDIT*
You may view them all here

athenalove @ 2009-03-01T20:34:00

2009-03-02T01:34:21Z

Posted via LiveJournal.app.

Techy

2009-02-08T00:27:20Z

I am posting from my v-day present!

Yay for my iphone!

Love to my baby

Ps
# is still the same

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Maybe I'll post this on myspace

2008-10-16T13:27:30Z

I never seem to know when you’re lying and when you’re telling the truth. I never seem to know when you are being sincere or when you are just doing it to look better. Everything with you is me second guessing myself and knowing that I am just putting myself out there for more heartache. I do it every time, time and time again. Every time I do it, you say something that just makes my skin crawl; it just makes me so mad. Maybe I am not as good of a person, because I can’t take the advice of, “Just learn to ignore it and let it role off of you.”

I can’t. I won’t. You blame her for everything and anything you possibly can. And even if everything you say is 100% true, you still had a choice. You had a vehicle and you had a phone. You have a voice and you made the choice of no contact. You cannot lie that at her feet, even if she has been lying to me, she cannot make those choices that were for you and you alone.

You say it took you years to forgive her choice, but you will never forgive her for not telling us. There are things I cannot forgive either.

I cannot forgive that you were never there for a single birthday or any other event of my life.
I cannot forgive you not being there most of my life and not being able to own up to it.
I cannot forgive that when I finally had the courage to ask you why, all you did was lie.
I cannot forgive that all you can do is bad mouth her, “I wouldn’t piss on her if she was in hell on fire”
I cannot forgive you going to “testify of God” and thank him for this second chance that you threw away.
I cannot forgive that you couldn’t come see me because of “where that bitch lives.”
I cannot forgive you taking me to IHOP and breaking up with me like I am some meaningless fling, maybe you’d hope I wouldn’t make a scene.
I cannot forgive that I wasn’t worth a phone call this year for my birthday to find out if I had cancer.
I cannot forgive that I have spent my entire life wishing you’d love me.
I cannot forgive that I was always out of sight and out of mind.
I cannot forgive that you chose replacements for what you had naturally.
I cannot forgive that all of this has done nothing but make me feel worthless.

There will always be things in life that a person cannot learn to let go of. I tried yesterday, but you spit in my face when you couldn’t let go of the past. You always have to blame someone else.

I will always love you, no matter what. And I am sure I will open myself up for more heartache. But I will do my best to try to love you from afar, where it’s safe.

Donate? Help me?

2008-08-25T16:36:15Z

This is public because myspace sucks.

Dontate to the transmission fund!
.50 or a dollar, don't care! It will all go to getting this paid!

Fuck your 4th of July!

2007-07-06T00:16:02Z

Ryan's famous last words,

"This is going to hurt!"

And it did... a lot. Slammed my head into the passenger side window, bruised ribs, sprained my finger & have some abrasions all over me. I'll post pics of my injuries when I can crop them, think where a seatbelt rests.

I really feel lucky. The passenger side, where I was, took the brunt of the impact. I really think that if it had been an SUV or other larger tank I wouldn't be here.

You can view the rest here

We're both just really beat up & not good for anything right now. Cooking sucks, cleaning sucks. So it just won't happen for awhile. And money sucks hardcore!

**Edit**
I'm retarded and didn't state what happened!

Ryan & I were driving through an intersection and a driver coming the opposite direction decided to turn left in front of us at the light. We were going through the intersection he was turning left at the intersection. Would have missed him by a hair if he hadn't hesitated. He was at fault & got ticketed.

I was transported to Atlanta Medical Center on a back board & neck brace. Scary shit! Not sure which lawyer at my office yet, but one of them is going to represent Ryan & I. All we have to pay is out-of pocket expenses. Basically we won't have to pay anything unless we have to go to court for it (filing fees).

athenalove @ 2007-04-21T18:44:00

2007-04-21T22:44:43Z

Congratulations

Time will not change a thing

2006-11-03T14:37:09Z

HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY, LITTLE MAN!

pic stolen from _xbondagedollx_

2003-03-05T11:49:26Z

What chaps my ass more than anything, is the people who can't read. Meaning, fucking adding me without leaving a comment like the pretty li'l pic says. I don't know who you are or why you're adding me. So, providing me with that information would help. Other wise, you're just annoying the fuck out of me. Hence why you won't be added.

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